"有时她会感到人生乏味"

Read 向左走，向右走 again. Suddenly I realised how meaningful the story is even though the story has like barely 200 words (yes and the book is quite thick), probably cos I can relate my loneliness with the characters.

I am so sick and tired of all the empty promises and lies. I don't understand why people make promises in the first place when they're not going to fulfill it in the end. Might as well just freaking reject me in the first place.

I rather get pissed once than get pissed everytime I see you or for days.

"心情无缘无故地低落，对自己的孤单，感到有些莫名的哀伤"
This totally represents how I'm feeling everyday.

And I think I'm getting more and more angst-y everyday. Literally anything can make me flare up.

I think I'm going to die of high blood pressure one day.